Happy Birthday to ME

I remember thinking before I went to bed last night, will I wake up tomorrow to see my 39th birthday? At the same time, I began to thank God for all the days He allowed me to see thus far. If it were to be the end for me, I had fun while it lasted. If not, I plan to live my life to the fullest until it is the end. Here is where you come in. I wanted to share my special day with all of you. I have received so many encouraging words from so many of you over the last year and beyond. It has long been a dream of mine to write a blog, but for one reason or another, or bad excuse, I have failed to make it happen. Well, the time has come. I have spent the last few weeks working on various posts. What I thought would be a blog showcasing food, has turned into way more than I ever imagined. Thank you for supporting me and encouraging me to share my ideas and thoughts with you. Here goes nothing…

When my husband and I were in the early years of our marriage, we would take our babies with us to celebrate our anniversary and birthdays. Mostly because we didn’t have a babysitter, but also because, it’s just what we did. Later, as they got older, pre-teen and teenage, we would leave them home and my Love would take me to a restaurant and we would celebrate as a couple. Today, I just wanted to be with my babies again. There are only two of the four still living at home, so I figure it’s now or never. I guess I’m not really looking forward to my empty nest as much as I had previously thought.. The plan was to go to Benihana, since I have never been there and I have a $30 gift certificate. But, upon reading the fine print, I realized the gift comes with restrictions. I can only use it Monday-Thursday. Of course, not on my actual birthday. That would be too much like right. Oh well, Texas Roadhouse it is. Mostly because we love BBQ, but also because it’s close to home and the girls have never been there. Not sure if it’s an impending-empty-nest reaction or if I’m just feeling sentimental, but I welcomed the loud laughter of my young ladies as they watched Pure Luck in the van while we rolled 35 minutes down the road. A lot of moms express their “jealousy” when they hear me talk about being at the proverbial finish line as a mom. Truth be told, I miss my little munchkins being small and dependent. But, I’m so proud to see them growing up and becoming independent.

Today is a day filled with joy and LOVE. Today I get to share a little bit of me with you. I am honored to have you stop by and get to know me a little better. Feel free to leave a comment or ask a question. But please, be respectful, no one likes a Meany. There are several posts prior to this one, where you can find recipes and food. Keep checking back for more in the coming days, weeks, and months.

Welcome to my crazy world.

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Me and the Love of my life

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Two of the greatest gifts I’ve ever received

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Published by: Sage Tears

I am me. I was born into a world of chaos. I’ve conquered my share of uncertainty. I’ve spent years quieting my inner champion. Settling into a life I was told to love. Dismissing the art within. I love the idea of love. I long for peace in a world of sorrow. I cherish deep, meaningful conversations, but often find them illusive. My hope, is that you will find your voice in a sea of background vocals. Be you. Be free. This space is designed for those of you who often feel lonely, lost, mischaracterized, and grossly misunderstood. I hope you find your place in this world. Love and Light

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2 thoughts on “Happy Birthday to ME”

  1. I love it!!! I am looking fwd to observing your journey whatever my come of it! I hope all the best for your on your new adventure. Thanx for letting us come along for the ride:-) luv ya GOD bless.

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